Note: adult contents involved.
The stars twinkled, a woman stood right under the barn, the moon light glazed on her naked body. She had a long piece of cloth what we call as “Dhupatta” to cover her upper self. The looks on her face depicted immense pain and fear. The whole place was deserted I spotted pieces of her cloths lying on the ground; I think I knew the reason now she was brutally raped.
“Mind blowing” I stood silent for a long time.
“Amazing curves, nice expressions, Man you should have been an artist, dude”.
“Painting is my passion, you know my parents don’t want to” he stood up to hide his paintings inside before his mom came in. ‘Sitaraman’ the best artist I had ever known, I had seen people hang their work on the walls, I had seen artists displaying in galleries, but he had shown me some of the best art pieces orphaned in an old trunk.
I had given up convincing him, I don’t know why but that day I was looking at the painting he had given to me on my last birthday. He had painted us together sitting under the tree besides the river.
“I love you”, I dropped the frame down as my mom entered unannounced. A silent warm and cold feeling filled me. I had never felt this way before. Did I just say “I love him”?
I returned from school, after a very bad day my grades were out, bad as ever.
“Mom I am going to Raman’s place to do my home work” I yelled as I shut the door behind. His parents were out of station regarding some property issues.
I threw my bag at a corner as I reached his place. We sat in the living room watching TV.
“Check this out latest I picked it up from the stores today” he said as he tossed me an Adult movie DVD.
Within moments the DVD was on, I had never seen one in an LCD home theater set before. We watched as the couple kissed aggressively. The guy moved his hands gently around her breast as she made noises. I had changed my position a couple of times by now. He slid his hands from the knees down the thighs to her temple. I gasped my breath as Raman had slid his hand in the similar fashion he held it hard. I had no clue love was unstoppable.
Months passed we made love frequently until one day I was woken up by my mobile.
“ calling ”
Sitaraman
It was my board exam holidays class X ICSE was not a joke, and I knew I had to work hard. I disconnected the call
“ calling ”
Sitaraman
Displayed my mobile again, I was brushing my teeth. I had to disconnect again. I don’t know why but that day he had called me atleast 30 times and I had let the phone unattended.
“You are not gay right?” my girlfriend asked me in the bed. A year had passed since the day I left his calls unattended. I had fallen in love with this beautiful angle of my life. We were resting on the bed; she was on my shoulders when I had narrated the other side of my life. I had to reply to the question she had asked me. I looked into her eyes white as snow, I was determined what ever may be the reason I will try hard to cling on to her the rest of my life
“I don’t know… but I don’t want to be” I replied almost after a minute.
She looked at me for some time, she gave me a smile, kissed my lips softly and said “do not worry I wont let you go, I love you a lot”.
I smiled at her, I felt like the happiest man on earth. I kissed her forehead gently. In a few moments I watched her sleep like a baby in my arms I knew, she was the one, but the question a remained unanswered in me
“What am I”?
